My list of things to do is a mile long and #1 & #2 consist of pumping as often as I can remember and going to visit Miss Blaire! Seeing how I started pumping 6 days after her birth I feel like pumping and getting a fair amount of milk is going pretty well. It can be discouraging to get just an 'itty bitty' amount, but I'm doing everything I know to increase the supply.
Blaire takes after me in more ways than her smile...
When we give her milk, she guzzles it like you wouldn't believe! But when you introduce the (nasty & bitter) formula she clamps her mouth shut and squeezes her lips together so you can't get the nipple in! haha She's a stubborn little stinker for sure! Because she does so well with the milk, I'm researching on how to get a hold of a milk bank or something.. I've even considered making my own formula; a mixture of goat's milk, probiotics, and vitamins or so.
Her Morphine dose has been decreased again! She is now at 0.10mg and the doctors are ready to drop her completely off it (rather than drop her dose to 0.05mg) and see how she does. There is a white board above her bed which has a check list of things she needs to do before being released from the hospital. On that list are 2 items.
- Get off Morphine
- Drink all her bottles by mouth
She's so close to both of those! There is still no timeline of when she can come home, but I'm anticipating it will be VERY soon! I can't wait to bring her home and hear her squeal and fill the house with cute noises!! Yesterday I took in an outfit for her. I didn't think it would fit her since it was a "newborn" size... I barely believed she fit in it! I'm thinking she looks bigger than she actually is. hahah!
Since her Morphine has been decreased she has been much more alert. She has been yawning more, but that seems to be her only symptom of withdrawal. Talking with the nurses yesterday, I realized how BLESSED we have been to have such mild symptoms and for her to come off so easily (and quickly). There are babies on other floors of the hospital who are on an IV drip of 1mg per HOUR>>>> Blaire started on 0.25mgs every 4 hours.... I couldn't imagine watching my child deal with that kind of addiction/dependance. =(
The NICU has some rules that include: Siblings over the age of 3 can visit in the NICU. All others need to be supervised in the lobby.
We decided that Blake is close enough to 3 years and is very well behaved so it would be okay to take him to meet his sister. If the desk stopped us, then so be it... But they didn't even look our way when we walked in!
Blake loves to talk about "baby beaw" and even cradles his little bear like a baby and talks to it! When we got him settled in the chair he wanted to hold her. Once she was in his arms he decided he was done and tried to push her off! We got him to take a picture or 5 and then I held Blaire while Blake looked on. He wanted to hold her again after a few minutes and reached for her. After that it was him giving her 'besos' and posing for more pictures =D
He is older than Joseph was when Anna was born and I think it's awesome to have pictures of both Joseph and Blake with their closest/only sister =) When I put some pictures up, I'll need to put them both up, side by side.
Blake looks so much like Joseph here... and Blaire looks NOTHING like Auntie Anna!!
It's still hard to believe I have to munchkins to kiss, snuggle, and love!
Have I mentioned that I can't wait for her to come home!?
My recovery is going *fantastic*!!
Yesterday I spent a few hours in L&D for some high blood pressures. I've not really had any symptoms with it, but my doses needed to be adjusted. The doctor who was there for my delivery and 2 of the best nurses took care of/ came to see me.
The nurses couldn't believe how big Blaire was... "you weren't even big!"
My doctor said I looked like a totally different person. I was happy and smily, healthy looking and "so different than when you were pregnant!" Pretty much, pregnancy doesn't agree with me!! haha
It was nice to see them (since they're the ones who actually took care of me) and have a little follow up, post delivery. My doc even got to meet Blake. He was a quiet stinker and wouldn't say 'hi' though. Oh well... He's getting in that stage where he gets a little embarrassed!
Day of delivery I weighed 194.6 lbs.
11 days out from delivery I now weigh 162.8 lbs.
I'm 9 lbs away from my starting, pre pregnancy weight. and 19 lbs away from my goal. Seeing how my back and foot are doing so well, I'm hoping to start walking in a few weeks. It doesn't have to be far, but a little bit will do me good. For now, walking in the hospital is enough exercise for me. Carrying a heavy purse on my left shoulder is too much weight for my back so I'm trying to pack as little as I can into my purse which is quite difficult. Carrying snacks, juices, pumping supplies, a book, and other purse items, it can definitely get on the heavier side.
My foot is doing super well. I can have a few twinges here and there but they're so tolerable. It's not even considered pain!!!!
This morning and 2 nights ago I was even able to make food in the kitchen and clean the dishes and everything up afterwards!! I haven't done anything (except make ...cold cereals =) in the kitchen since February when I went off my foot! It feels so good to get back to working and getting things done.
Next on my list of things to do...
Sweep the kitchen
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Brainwash my children in Doctor Who (seasons 1-4) & Stargate
Life is Fantastic and is only getting Better!