Tuesday, June 23, 2015

32 Weeks 1 Day

I've had two days in my entire life where it was too much.

I've had two days where I begged God to kill me right then and there 

rather than going about it in a slow and painful manner.



The first day I sincerely prayed to die was the day Blake was born. 

I didn't expect to live through delivering my baby 

and I never expected to meet my son while he lived.



Today was the second day. 

4 comments:

  1. There are no words, Amber, only prayers! We love you!!!

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  2. I too am praying for you! I often think of what Grandma would tell us, "man doesn't always get it, but God sure knows." So, I hope this song can give you a little comfort, & know that I am still praying for you, & your family! I love you Amber Nicole! I pray for comfort, & safety for your whole family! sending Love to you!
    https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=DswtbFUPo3Y

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  3. I'm praying for you Amber. Actually for your whole Family. Your Life touches quite a few people. Mine included. Love You. Remember... I'm 1 hour and 40 Mins. Away if I'm needed down there. I'll prepare myself so I can be read to leave right away if I get a phone call.

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